As promised the link to the website we did....
Understandingfracking.Weebly.Com
Please keep in mind it was done with grade 9/10's in mind and it is my first of this ever!
I invite you to get to know me through my blog. Join me on this journey of discovery and who knows, maybe you discover something too.
As promised the link to the website we did....
Understandingfracking.Weebly.Com
Please keep in mind it was done with grade 9/10's in mind and it is my first of this ever!
In class we were given a list of statements of hope starting with "My South Africa".
Well, my thoughts...
My South Africa as a little girl is wide open space, and grasslands, telephone lines along the long long road between Pretoria and Cape Town. A place of beauty and blue skies.
My South Africa is the Xhosa cleaning lady that cleans for free and leaves bread for the kids of the white divorcee not able to make ends meet - Eastern Cape long before 1994.
A place of care.
My South Africa is the black gardener that works faithfully and continue to show respect to the white women of the house, letting his actions speak as an example. A place of respect.
My South Africa is the place where a boy from Ghana works as a gardener, puts himself through Bible school and becomes a pastor to the people of the local township. His efforts rewarded with a wife and two beautiful babies and more. A place of opportunity.
As a child, that was my South Africa....I was blind to hardships beyond measure of life in a shack and not having food to eat. A place of hardships and discrimination. ...it only became that with education.
Let us not teach children how to discriminate, when they have no idea what that is, but let us not remain children, blind to the truth and pain of others.
So I did my first Fish Bowl lesson. I think all of us that has done this can agree with me the set of mixed emotions is as varied as the fish in the sea. Everything from nerves, tears, sweat, fear, anticipation, excitement and exhilaration. For some it was a pure thrill and for others ... torture?
Where ever someone rated themselves on this emotional scale, one thing was noticible through out the building - adrenaline!
And in the moments or even days after (depending on your personal style of course) REFLECTION....
that is the name of the game.
What worked; what did not fly and why not; and on and on we evaluate ourselves and our peers.
Let's just keep our eye on the ball. Teaching is for learning; even though we are learning to teach.
Conceptual thinking : classical conditioning : behavioural modifications ....
Closed vs open ended questions.... or "Guess what is in my mind questions...."
Mmm
Reflection. ...
Not all days are "woop woop good", but that does not mean it was a bad day.
Stuggeling with a problem brings a greater reward when you succeed and often better recall.
And you will succeed.... cause it's not that hard.
Just breathe
Focuss
Work hard
Rest
And if you don't no - find out
I recall my first semester exam in first year at US.
In total panick I phone mom (still using a ticky box) and well she reads between the lines and realise I was not doing well at all. My predicates were all 40, 40... and my mind was saying ..."on half the work you only scored 40, how are you going to get 60 on double the volume work..?!"
The more I procrasternate the worse it gets. So I eventually get to ABC (apply bottom to chair) and just as I get into a work flow... Mom shows up. She drove through from home 30 minutes to come and see me in my hostel. "Let's go for ice cream" was her solution.
I passed that semester by the skin of my teeth. ("My basvelle het agter gebly." )
The following exams and years went better. I even continued to do Honours.
I'll get through this too - Just wish Mom was here to .... love me.
Looking at my homework and trying to decide what to start with, where to begin ...feelings flood over me. Emotions, no more specificly, fearful feelings, feelings I have not felt since my first year varsity in 19**.
Overwhelmed, a mountain of work... but I have to balance the old and the new.
FOCUS!!!!
But the pressure has pushed me into overrdrive and instead I procrasternate a little bit more and write.
(Continued ..."I recall"...)
YOU DECIDE - WHAT HOW WHERE AND WHEN. |
All you know is what you see - until you start too ask questions.
But what will you ask?
How are you?
What's up dude?
Or even
What is your name?
(And if you are like me you forget that name faster than it was said!)
We are stuck to know only what we see, until we ask?
I would like to ask - "What makes you tick?", but generally people don't know how to respond to that.
So instead I'll ask " " and they say " " and so on untill hopefully I get to a bit of insight as to who this person really is or would like me to believe they are cause we all play a masking game of sorts.
So untill I ask the right question you only say what you think I want too hear or what you think I can handle.
Don't you?
I know I do.
A piece here a piece there. Like a puzzle I hope that they all fit together.
Sometimes these pieces accentuate and enhance each other. Sometimes I just don't know where some pieces fit. BUT the hardest of all is when two pieces seem to shout against each other. No matter how much I try I cannot seem to understand how they can be part of one me. In pure desperation I try to make them fit. Hide them or chisel parts away.
Yes I do confess at times I HATE some of these pieces and we all know that hate is a very negative emotion and hating myself (even if its just a piece) is just simply destructive.
Do you love you? All of you?
Well, thing is, sometimes when I let a piece allone for a while I suddenly see its true colour. Then it falls into its place effortlessly. And sometimes I turn that piece over and see that it does not carry the stamp of authenticity- and I can toss it! To the bin- it never was a part of me.
Either way - peace and love restored!
Do you see me? Where I clean the bathrooms or remove the rubbish. As I hand you your change from behind the cash register do you notice my polite smile. Or does your world only exist of you?
Ah don't think I'm accusing you. I sometimes do it too. Mindless paying no attention to the people around me.
Just think about it a little, how many "invisible" people are there in your world. Doing things behind the scenes in order for you to enjoy the life you live. Take a minute and make a list.
Then say "Thank you"